I don't know what I feel
how I feel about it
how you feel?
when I'm feeling up
or feeling down
it's feeling feelings
indescript in verbs and nouns
I take 'em to my crypt
that's in the ground
eternal, everlasting bliss
that's what they say when someone passes
how you know that's how it happens?
that we'll ever be truly happy
have a beat and have a rappy
have a nap and take a seat
in the back, see
there's no seatbelts
in the sea, felt it drift endlessly
to sleep
I'm set to see so much
but don't enough fucks
I lack the motivation
to walk for three minutes
sit for fifty until I'm finished
and satiated
my limits are 1-5 if I'm double-dipping
I'm menacing to no one
you meant to say
that I was slow
when I said I was sorry
but today is not yesterday
you know
it's the past we don't repeat
even though we do tongue-in-cheek
advertisements advertise a line of ties
for father's day
but what if your father doesn't wear a tie
he's not a father in their eyes
what's that say
about your complexion
and what you hide
I best get going
further away from the point of origin
I tried this oar
but the boat just keeps turning toward you
just keeps turning toward you
forward i row
backward i go
it's the past we don't repeat
even though we do tongue-in-cheek
Produced on the MPC1000, “Nosthaigia” documents time spent in Thailand via regional music. Available here in an exclusive color vinyl. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 24, 2024